Eien Legacy: G.5

So I have a confession to make. Josh and I aren't doing so well in the relationship department. I kind of have been ignoring it hoping that not acknowledging it would make it go away...but that is not the case. It's getting worse and worse.

I've caught him cheating 4 times! 2 times before we got married and he was only going back to his wife but it hurt. He's such a flirt and a charmer. I understand that but it doesn't make what he does hurt any less.

I don't know if it is the pressure of having 2 kids with the previous and 4 with me. He really doesn't have to provide financial for us. I actually encourage him to visit his other son Teddy and take Wendell to see his mother. I just worry about our relationship and he doesn't seem to care.

We take care of the kids as if nothing is wrong for their sake but I've never felt so alone.