My dad had been really helpful to me during my pregnancy. He took me to all my appointments and it's funny because the nurses there remember me when I was a baby and my dad when he was a baby. I guess grandma Tenshi did work there for a long time! Not only did he take me to all my appointments but he took me on walks and even treated me to the spa every once and a while because I had chronic back pain. Everytime I got a call I was hoping it was my mom inviting me to go out or something but she never did.
I was going to go visit my sisters when I hopped out of the cab my water broke. I got right back in the cab and asked the driver to take me to the hospital. I was in labor for 6 hours and it was the longest 6 hours of my life. Sam didn't even know I was pregnant, my dad was in the middle of a show...and my mom wasn't speaking to me. I felt so alone. In the end I gave birth to a baby boy that I named Yuki which means snow.
When I came home I was kind of anxious because my mom was there and I really didn't want to deal with her right now. I came home and she took me upstairs. She said close your eyes and walk this way. She lead me into Arianna's old room. I opened my eyes and there was a beautiful nursery for Yuki. I could have cried. I only had a part time job and without my parents help Yuki and I would probably living with Arianna and Angel. I didn't even have money to buy Yuki a crib. I am so thankful. I hope with the birth of Yuki my mom starts to realize I can't take what I did back.
Yuki is getting fussy. I better go!
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